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by Philip Jeays

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1.
THE BLOOD OF POETS You won’t conquer a man With a gun in your hand In his heart you’ll change nothing at all Let the great and the good Say they did what they could When they’ve made no difference at all When the leaders who cause All the fighting and wars Walk away at the end of it all They leave behind them the graves Of soldiers and slaves And the blood of poets on the wall When the angel that turned Was cast out and burned And left from heaven to fall There he founded a land For the unholy and damned Where the tortured souls of men crawl Let those warm in God’s love Take their place up above With the pious and righteous and all Oh me I’d rather go To that place down below With the blood of poets on the wall In the clear light of day What more can love say That’s not better said over all By a man with a heart That’s been ripped apart Who’s seen his world crumble and fall In love’s bitter quest It’s the wounded serve best It’s the wounded who answer the call So with ink from my vein I’ll write out your name In the blood of poets on the wall Through fire or flood Words written in blood From the heart are the strongest of all It’s not money that counts In ever larger amounts Nor to fame nor to power be in thrall Show your children the way Teach them all everyday Without art we are nothing at all For the poor and the weak Can find voices to speak In the blood of poets on the wall So all you liars beware Every Bush every Blair You government pawns one and all When you are mere dust The words of the just Will rise up and sentence you all When your bodies all rot With your faces forgot Much louder than the clarion’s call Our words will live on Long after we’re gone In the blood of poets on the wall
2.
ANY WAY TO FALL IN LOVE How does so pure a beauty such odious nature find To take away my loving and leave only hate behind? I who never learnt how to pay for her affections I who never learnt how to dance for her attentions But life so quickly slips away I’ll have to learn to dance one day But really is that any way to fall in love To fall in love? No I’d rather soon be dead Take my time and take a chance I’d rather be alone Than have to learn to dance How does so pure a beauty such odious nature find To take away my laughter and leave only tears behind? I who never learnt how to grasp her contradictions I who never learnt how to lie for her pretensions But life so quickly slips away I’ll have to learn to lie one day But really is that any way to fall in love To fall in love? No I’d rather soon be dead I’d be better off to die I’d rather be alone Than have to learn to lie How does so pure a beauty such odious nature find To take away my rainbows and leave only grey behind? I who never learnt how to clown for her bemusement I who never learnt how to sing for her amusement But life so quickly slips away I’ll have to learn to sing one day But really is that any way to fall in love To fall in love? No I’d rather soon be dead Than even think of such a thing I’d rather be alone Than have to learn to sing
3.
THE GHOST OF YOU How I long to lose the ghost of you Like the morning warms and leaves behind the dew This man so blind This man so ill Out of his mind He loves you still Is there no place You’d rather be Than standing here Just haunting me? How I long to lose the ghost of you Is it not enough what you have put me through? Are there no graves Better than this More worthy of Your phantom kiss? Oh better ghosts Than you we’ve had Like Christmas past And Hamlet’s dad How I long to lose the ghost of you How you haunt me still in everything I do You must away I must forget Just leave me be But oh not yet Just one more smile For good or ill Haunt me awhile I love you still
4.
WHAT WOULD SINGERS SING Not long ago I saw a pretty girl just standing there I asked her for her number and we started an affair Everything was wonderful she said I love you so But when I said I feel the same she said you'll have to go Everyday It's hard to see The nutters and the sane All look the same to me Everyday It's hard to tell Which way's heaven Which way's hell But every night On my knees I give thanks for everything I give thanks 'Cause I know damn well Without the minds of mental girls Well what would singers sing? We'd go la la la.. Without the minds of mental girls Well what would singers sing? In the middle of the night I caught a burglar unawares We had a little struggle and then he fell down the stairs He broke his neck in two but still he lived to tell the tale Of how he got compensation and I got sent to gaol Everyday It's hard to see The nutters and the sane All look the same to me Everyday It's hard to tell Which way's heaven Which way's hell But every night On my knees I give thanks for everything I give thanks 'Cause I know damn well Without the clowns in wigs and gowns Well what would singers sing? We'd go la la la.. Without the clowns in wigs and gowns Well what would singers sing? So I asked a holy man if heaven was within my means He said it was if I would blow myself to smithereens So I did the deed but then awoke to find no sainted choir Instead a man with horns said come and join me by the fire Everyday It's hard to see The nutters and the sane All look the same to me Everyday It's hard to tell Which way's heaven Which way's hell But every night On my knees I give thanks for everything I give thanks 'Cause I know damn well Without the lies of hypocrites Well what would singers sing? We'd go la la la.. Without the lies of hypocrites Well what would singers sing?
5.
ALREADY THERE When Jean Pierre sent his ambulance crashing Through midnight traffic with his blue light flashing Just to meet some friends 'Au Bar de la Guerre' When the old men sat where Angie would play Before they cut half her stomach away Just to sit and talk and smoke, spit and swear When a gang of young Arabs crossed over below me In front of the traffic walking too slowly And you knew there'd be trouble for somebody there You were already there When a girl sat there loud in her corner And shouted 'who wants me' at the men sat before her Then hiccoughed up and laughed and fell back in her chair When a man with a plan and a voice ripe and slurred Whispered her name or some name he preferred Then carried her off when she was too pissed to care When I lay there alone at night in my bed With the dreams in my heart and those thoughts in my head When I whispered 'I love you' and no-one was there You were already there When I stood there alone in the wind on the deck Burning my youth in a French cigarette When adventure called and I answered then and there When words once vowed in sweetest caress Rose carnal and bitter in loneliness When a love that was was taken too soon to bear When I smiled as a child at those innocent games The sycamore seeds and the paper planes I threw like wishes into the air You were already there When the candle once that burned in me Burned so low I couldn't see When all my world was lost in darkest despair When time itself seemed standing still And I waited there for you until I lost the will to love or even care You came one day and stood there beside me And the darkness was light and the dam broke inside me And when you smiled it was like somehow I swear You'd always been there
6.
LONDON (original version) Ripping the hours from the mean of Greenwich Running the ripples from shore to shore Stealing the dreams from the eyes of the rich Picking the love from the teeth of the poor Breaking the clouds with cold fingers of stone Cutting the wind to the quick of the bone London my very own Forging the ranks of the cankered noblesse Scratching the hands from the face of Big Ben Kissing the walls with a tattooed caress Touching St Pauls with a fractured amen Reaping the summers the autumns have sown Pruning the love that becomes overgrown London my very own Pushing the bridges through bridges of rain Bridging the bridges with bridges of grey Sewing the new to the strings of champagne Weaving the old to the threads of decay Leading the days into weekends alone Waiting for months that the years postpone London my very own Holding the boats in the clutch of the Thames Holding the clouds on the brink of their death Holding the palace the hands of St James Holding the Old Vic the heart of Macbeth Holding the leaves that the winters dethrone Holding the lives that the gutters disown London my very own
7.
NOT THE MAN I WAS When I was young And hard to hold Then for my age More than my bones Through window panes I dressed in dreams All broken nails And beauty queens Oh, but I am not the man I was When I was made of glass Brittle with certainty My dreams would come to pass Looking through my eyes Then everything seemed near But I am not the man I was when life was clear The glass became more cloudy year on year I am not the man I was 'fore I was here No no no I am not the man I was When I was made of glass My dreams and convictions Shattered all too fast Then I thought that love Was all too simple but I learned to make love crystal First you must be cut When I was young And hard to hold Then for my eyes More than my reach A spit of skin I dressed in rage My slip of faith A flashing blade Oh, but I am not the man I was When I was made of steel Sharpening my tongue On the whetstone of my zeal Marching off to fight With my heart for only law I am not the man I was before that war When I thought I knew what I was fighting for I am not the man I was when I was sure No no no I am not the man I was When I was made of steel Time took my time And turned me on its wheel Then stubborn as the tide I never would give in I thought my will was iron It was only ever tin When I was young And hard to hold Then for my bones More than my age Skin limestone white I dressed in black A stare from hell And staring back Oh, but I am not the man I was When I was made of stone Strong and tall and proud Standing on my own Then I looked upon My gorgon fate with glee But slowly time has chipped away at me I am not that solid man I used to be I am not the man I was when I was me No no no I am not the man I was When I was made of stone My words are weathered now All mossed and overgrown But then with my guitar Standing up to preach I thought I was a statue I was just a pebble on the beach And now I am this man Who stands here all alone A man, but a man no more Of glass or steel or stone And if I stand at all Before you it's because Sometimes I like to think I'm still the man I was
8.
THE VAMPIRE'S SONG I will come to you tonight Silent as a breath of air Standing in your dreams Unheard and unseen I will cast no shadow there I will watch you as you sleep Steal the perfume from your hair I will mime your every breath I will breathe your life till death Comes back to hack my jackdaw bones I'll love you till there's nothing left And oh my love Like a raging storm you sing in me Let me fly in you The way you fly through me Oh my beautiful, my broken love You seep like sunlight in my veins But who has walked this earthly slope And never felt the pain of love Nor ever lent an idle flame To the oil of some dark dream Nor dressed in gold a useless hope Here, in this dry blood, moon-boned black In all my seasons set in wax What hell below could near contend With this, what plague could heaven send Much worse to curse my thirsting soul Than for your kiss, but in the end You know my love Like a raging storm you sing in me Let me fly in you The way you fly through me Oh my beautiful, my broken love You spread like bruises in my blood Let the darkness reign Let the silence fall And through this winding wickless night I will come to you once more And there in your eyes I will run again Through all the summers of another world A joy so pure it feels like pain
9.
A SUMMER NIGHT (Dreaming of New York) Still, this summer night, still and long Too hot to sleep, to breathe, tonight This summer night, gazing out Across the sea of city lights, As one by one they come on And me, just dreaming of New York This summer night New York and you and me in love In Central Park, holding hands, making plans, Sitting in Times Square Maybe where you are tonight And me just waiting Here, this summer night, as far away Above the hum of passing cars A siren sounds and makes its way Like a rumour in a bar Turning heads towards the night And me, just dreaming of New York This summer night New York and you and me in love In Central Park, holding hands, making plans, Sitting in Times Square Maybe where you are tonight And me just waiting Here, this summer night, gazing out Just dreaming of New York
10.
ENTERTAINING MISS STEINWAY If anyone should call by or phone Say Mr Jeays is not at home Tonight I'm entertaining Miss Steinway She's rustled up some double bass To put a smile upon my face Tonight I'm entertaining Miss Steinway She's brought along her entourage Some rhythm and some jazz guitars I'll sing the songs you bang your drums We'll light the light till morning comes She can jazz it Razzmatazz it Any old way Miss Steinway has it So just sit back Satisfaction's guaranteed She can use it She can blues it Just you let Miss Steinway choose it Any old how She just knows what you need Let her tickle Some classical Just lie back And laugh a little Tonight I'm entertaining Miss Steinway She's brought along her entourage Some rhythm and some jazz guitars She'll string you up Leave you hanging from the beams I'll sing the songs you bang your drums We'll light the light till morning comes Oh you can beg But she don't know what mercy means Let her tickle Some classical Just lie back And laugh a little Tonight I'm entertaining Miss Steinway
11.
WHERE WILL WE GO FROM HERE Where will we go from here Now all of this is over How can we live again When life itself tears us apart Will we love again Our faces etched with hunger As the years go by Will we sit and wonder Where will we go from here Now all of this is over Where will our days begin and end Now we’ve reached this journey’s end Will we laugh again Or is life a joke that we forgot As we wave goodbye Our faces smile though we do not Where will we go from here And as we walk away Backing slowly down this station Turning like the tide As each wave takes us further out Waiting to disappear Over some lost horizon Swallowed by the crowd Not waving now but drowning Where will we go from here Now all of this is over Where will our days begin and end Now we’ve reached this journey’s end Will we laugh again Or is life a joke that we forgot As we wave goodbye Our faces smile though we do not Where will we go from here Now all of this is over Where, where will we go from here?

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released January 1, 2009

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